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SPECTRUM OF WITHDRAWAL

See the clear wetness as it dries the shirt of white,
          pressed hard against skin still pink from passion fulfilled.
But for a moment past, a sizzle could be heard;
branding its charcoal claim to embers of suffering.
      Eyes of blue no more, inflamed to their deepest red..
          the blurred image of sadness begins its swirl into gray.
       See a well of ebony engulf the drops of crimson;.
       the parting shot from a heart sans the color of love.

               
                      About this poem:

Almost 2 years ago I found myself writing many poems about two lovers that could never be. It wasn't until attending the Bee Gee's 2000 New Year's Eve concert in Ft. Lauderdale and listening to "Our Love", with tears streaming down my face that everything fell into place. At that moment is when I remembered all my poems began with listening to the Bee Gees albums, from Main Course on. A change in their lyrics, no matter how upbeat, came across to me as being an almost manic cry for a love to be, to stay, to be heard, to be returned. From this feeling came my ongoing poems of lovers that could never be, no matter the love felt between them. A sadness so torturous it's bitterness left an aftertaste in my mouth. While listening to "Our Love" at the concert(my first and only time seeing the BeeGee's)the scene of despair, pain, longing and withdrawal appeared in technicolor and formed into Spectrum. I feel this was a direct result of the Brother's pain conveyed while singing and watching Andy's face on the screen. Well, this is my story!


I intend to write a story in prose, combining all, from first to last, ending with Spectrum, unless I can find it in myself to go that one step farther into his world of demise. I doubt that I'll tell the world my inspiration was Andy and Victoria but for all those who may have gone through the turbulence of lost love, perhaps it will serve to ease their pain somewhat knowing another has suffered as deeply, or more so in this case.

Sincerely, Linda

         
    
Posted by linda j. burnett
   
lburnet2@tampabay.rr.com
    from Palm Harbor



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